It’s Friday, and I’m reporting in with my Moodblog. I’m at work right now, and I have a meeting in a few minutes, but I just wanted to post something while I thought of it.
I have been PMSing for a week or so, I believe, but NO PERIOD! I’m on Loestrin-24 Fe, and that has been known to happen in the past. Once, I didn’t have a period for 70 days, I think. It’s not that I enjoy having my period, but it’s comforting to know that it’s the reason why I feel so crazy, ya know? My period is horrible and painful when I’m not on the pill… or even when I’m on any other birth control, besides Loestrin… so I should be elated when I don’t have it, but it just feels weird (yes, I am sure I’m not pregnant).
At any rate, I’ve felt the need to take Lorazepam during the day twice this week, which I try to avoid, and I’ve gotten all teary about dumb things on a couple of occasions (e.g., when the dean of the college where I work asked me to make a certificate for someone, when I am not his administrative assistant, and I was supposed to be attending this event as an audience member, not an employee). Anyway, I just wish Aunt Flow would get here and assure me that I am hormonal, not crazy. However, since I’m on day 32 of my cycle at this point, I’m not holding my breath…