Argh!!!

I am really annoyed with myself right now. I am 90 percent sure that I forgot to take my Lexapro and Loestrin AGAIN this morning.

My NTI is throwing off my morning routine — when I would usually take my pills, I still have my NTI in my mouth, so I have to go in the bathroom to take it out and rinse it. By the time that’s done, I’ve forgotten to take my morning pills and by the time I realize it, I’m on the train to work. Sigh. I will definitely get a reserve supply together to bring to work tonight, but for now, I’m just hoping to make it until I get home at 6 p.m. without flipping out. I’m trying all my HSP calming techniques — took a long walk, drinking lots of water, avoiding stress, but I’m starting to feel myself tense up already. I took a lorazepam about a half hour ago, so I’m hoping, praying that’ll get me through the day.

How did I end up NEEDING pills like this?